Today to weeks to meet my 25 years, everything is different, everything has changed, I do not know if I will, if will age, if it's the environment in order ... But nothing is as before, nothing is as it was ... and I look around and all my friends, or acquaintances are in another, and all of a couple, with children, some as married, some with plans ... You are all projections, with ideals of life that are very different from mine, and not good to be, but never been in my plans to have a serious commitment, much less get married, so talking about having children, is what most try not happen ... My ideals are on the other hand, my life projections are others, do not know if I will be very modern or not, I do not project with a family and children, (although I do not spit into the sky), but suddenly you feel pressured to see everything around me "projected," people my age who makes a couple of years, I felt like I, will I be long to go, to learn, grow, mature, really do not know! Maybe just have not found that special someone to think "forward", suddenly I think I like too much fun, and I do not want attachments, or is it that my 25 years and weigh me in the sense that my body clock, think it's time to settle down and grow ... I do not know, it's all so confusing, so strange, as I am still young and I'm just working to maximize my youth and my money, I want to be independent, and steady, but it will be possible .. . What about my circle of friends and almost no one thinks like me? Would it be possible to change both ???... Maybe I'll create an eternal youth, who always wants to taxi and have fun, you might want to follow my life as well, with many stories unfinished, perhaps fear of "serious commitment" or maybe it is just that others have rushed a lot on their "life projects" ... In short, is a concern I have and I'm not sure who is required if the age or the environment, or immaturity or fear , or just a different way of looking at life --- Salu2
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