Now I'm alone, alone ... I've been thinking, to turn over so many things ... and I've come to the conclusion that it is useless to say that nothing happens, I'm always right, that certain things do not affect me ... Nose or because, but there are things that have happened so long ago, and according to me I never imported, but a lie, now things made me pass the bill, the time has not cured anything, but quite the contrary I reminded even more ... The worst thing is that I cheated myself, saying and making me think I want another person, a person who had always been my platonic love, which never took an interest in me, someone who was only an illusion, an illusion that made me beautiful forget the moments and people that made me damage, but when it ceased to be an illusion, and it came true, I realize that it is not something magical, and the excitement is over, and return to the top, at last, to suffer for someone who provided me a framework for that I'll never see ... It's so strange, wanting to believe or pretend to want something, you never think will happen, and what is happening, just the excitement, magic, illusion, and that's when we realize that everything was false, that nothing was real , we lived in a bubble, wanting to believe ... And at the end of the day like it or not, if past mistakes come back, where most want to forget, show up again, and it's horrible to realize that there are things you never forget, and that there are people that mark the for life, and that we want to stay alone but with the beautiful memories, it always comes out wrong ... Do not know why things are affecting me as old, outdated steps back ... I thought Raging! There are certainly things you'd like to forget, but anyway, such is life .... After so much time to think have everything under control, all passed, it all comes back to me ...
On the other hand, I tell them the good news ... On February 28 I grade my test ... That po'.... Salu2 a to2 .... I want to start from scratch ....
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